Monday, July 13, 2009

Being Alone Is My Destiny

I've been feeling rather lonely for few days, realised that I've got no social life.

These is what has been happening during the weekdays
  1. Woke up @ 6.45am , Brush Teeth, Bath, Dressed Up - Off to work ard 7.45am
  2. Rushing for Bus and packed myself in a "Sardined Train" and will reach City Hall ard 8.20am
    Walk to Raffles City to get myself Breakfast - Ice Milo & Bread
  3. Reach work @ 8.30am and work till I cnt even see the sun (times that I can catch Sun Set)
  4. Packed myself back in a "Sardined Train" or if I'm bored and wana be alone, I will take Bus 57 home that will takes me 30 mins to reach home
  5. Reached Home, Pom Pom-ed, Sit Down in front of the computer and rot till I'm sleepy
  6. Good Night and Tmr is Another Day!

How abt my Saturdays

  1. Wake up in the morning
  2. Never Brush Teeth and Never Bath
  3. Do my Laundry, Put it Under The Sun
  4. Sweep & Mop The Floor
  5. Then finally Pom Pom-ed and start sitting down in front of the Computer again from 1pm till my Computer runs a Fever!
  6. Watched "Äi" @ 7pm - 8pm
  7. Sit in front of the computer again to Rot till........
  8. Good Night! Tmr is Sunday?!

Then Finally my Sundays

  1. Wake up at least 1pm
  2. No Choice but to bath bcoz Aunty Lebron @ Home la
  3. Sit In Front of My Computer again to Rot
  4. Maybe take a Nap / Watch some interesting Tamil Movie
  5. 7.00pm - 10pm watch "Äi"
  6. Sit In front of Computer to FB for awhile and again
  7. Good Night! Tmr is a Monday!!!!

So... Knowing my boring lifestyle, I dunno which day should I look forward to. Isit a Weekdays, so that I could work my ass off and time could pass faster? Or Weekends, so that I dun have to work and just rot myself away at home. I'm BORED! I dun wan all these days!

It has been a while that I've dated. Years back, I've enjoyed my working days & weekends. Full of programs! Party, hanging out with my frens, men who loves me will bring me out, let me enjoy life and make me Fatter! Missed the times that I used to have everything planned for me and all I need to do is to be there with a Carefree mind! *recollecting*

Now? Other than being bored on Weekends, I tried having fun with my colleagues @ work. However, once I finish work, I start to think hard again! I guess, I really dun wana be alone! NO! NO! NO! I wan a BOYFRIEND! PLEASE? Next month is my Birthday, I thought I could spend with someone whom I Loves or Loves Me! It's too late, juz another month only. Haiz..

Jie is going to KL with Kiwi from Fri - Sun bcoz It's her Birthday on Sat, 18 Jul 09. Gotta know that she's abit disappointed that she is not able to stay in a higher class hotel on her Birthday, but... I know one important thing that maybe she doesn't realise, is.... she is already staying in a higher class hotel daily, even higher than 6-Stars hotel. Guess where? It is a hotel call "Kiwi Hotel"... This is a brand that only 1 Suite is available and it can accomodate my sister Eileen Jie Jie! His heart! Inside this heart, all is filled with Love, Warmth, Excellent Service and a 24-hour on call services and only she could enjoyed. So, even though she did not get the chance to stay in a higher class hotel, the love and thoughts can already allow her to stay as a Queen forever no matter where she is! Am glad that they finally found each other and I will love them! I Do...

My wish and left few more months to go

  1. Find the Right Man to spend time with
  2. Find the Right Man to spend 2010 Valentine Day & Birthdays together
  3. Get a New Hospitality Job

Please Make It Happen & I will be Grateful!

1 comment:

  1. i knw exactly what you meant and gg thru abt the "lonely" part. guess we all been thru that... so i wld just say that you con't to live your life to the fullest n who knws one day it'll just come when you least expects it. just like kiwi. im starting to agree that the more you yearn/chase, the more it wun happen. but when you just let go and be carefree... it'll come to you.

    warmth my heart when you talk abt me and kiwi.. so sweet... you're not alone... we all love you too! all we need to do is just to plan and set some time to meet up together.

    above all that, i also hope you find your true love soon... and see that glow in you.

    P/s: i can't believe that you dun brush teeth and shower on saturdays!!!!!!!!

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