Lost..

Wow! Juz realise that I'm been missing for quite sometime and neglected this poor bloggy.

Well.. Life's abit tough since my last post, having some test (to replace N Level), some 5 Days Certified Service Professional Training etc.

I'm drained and tired. Feel like going far far away to an island to relax myself and to have some peace! Haiz... But.... It's abt the S 11 again ($)!

Anyways, my birthday is coming and imagine I'm turning 25 in another 4 days! Freak! I've achieve nothing in my life yet!

- No Money

- No Career

- No Boyfriend

- No Savings

- No Frens (Lucky got Best Fren! Yvonne!!!)

- Work Sucks!!!

- Life Sucks!!!

Hmm... Will I have a Happy Birthday? Any surprises? Any nice presents? Anything that can make me feel happy! It has been a long long time since I laugh wholeheartedly, happy and free from problems! I missed those younger days which I have everything planned for me and no worries! Can I have it back? It's all memories... Well, it's fate. I'm not excited at all. It's gonna be another day for me.

Damn! I'm so jealous! Every year I told myself that I wana get a BF so that I could celebrate Valentines' Day next year! No la!!!! Cannot Get la! What is wrong with me? Too fat? Too ugly? Felt so UNWANTED! Next year is gonna be the same shit again. Ok.. Not too bad that next year Valentines' Day falls on a Sunday cum 1st Day of CNY.

Having some bleeding at the moment for god sake! It's only the 2nd Day la. Well, at least I will stop on my birthday, thanks Jarlyn for the present! Bleeding Love!

I am tired again. Slept at 10pm since Monday, cried to sleep every night. Haiz.. Isit depression? Hopefully no... All I'm asking for is just HAPPINESS, nothing else. It's true!

Nite Bloggy... I know u're bored like me.. Will be back to visit you whenever I can!